Can
you imagine how frustrating and how saddening it could be for a mom not
to be able to give her daughter a decent first birthday party? It's
horrible!
It was Calli's first birthday on July 27. In March, I was planning of a (not really big, spend-all-my-savings) birthday party. You know the normal birthday party a one-year old could have? Mommy's friends (of course a one-year old still doesn't have BFFs) to come over, Birthday Cake(s), Balloons, Costumes, Clowns, Party Favors and all the good birthday stuffs. All of these did not happen. I was blaming one person why that did not materialize. (Let me think again, let me make that two(2) persons). I don't want to think about it anymore. It just pisses me off. I am trying to move on here, you know. Bawi na lang talaga ako sa second birthday niya. I promise it's gonna be BIG this time.
What lesson did I learn here? I should not let other people's opinions who only care at times, ruin my plans - not just first birthday party plans but other things - because they themselves do not have a concrete plan for themselves. I don't want to name-drop. Yes, I'm mad!
It was Calli's first birthday on July 27. In March, I was planning of a (not really big, spend-all-my-savings) birthday party. You know the normal birthday party a one-year old could have? Mommy's friends (of course a one-year old still doesn't have BFFs) to come over, Birthday Cake(s), Balloons, Costumes, Clowns, Party Favors and all the good birthday stuffs. All of these did not happen. I was blaming one person why that did not materialize. (Let me think again, let me make that two(2) persons). I don't want to think about it anymore. It just pisses me off. I am trying to move on here, you know. Bawi na lang talaga ako sa second birthday niya. I promise it's gonna be BIG this time.
What lesson did I learn here? I should not let other people's opinions who only care at times, ruin my plans - not just first birthday party plans but other things - because they themselves do not have a concrete plan for themselves. I don't want to name-drop. Yes, I'm mad!
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| Little less than a year old Calli |
♫ Happy Birthday Calli, ♪ Happy Birthday Calli. ♫ Happy Birthday, ♪ Happy Birthday. ♫ Happy Birthday Calli. ♫I love you Calli!
Ciao! ♥
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